I just hate being alone

freak out this few days can .
simply hating my sitting arragement more & more .
not because of th person sitting beside me .
& is my sitting position wasnt v.good .
nobody is talking to me now .
& i hateit . (:
even irene , th girl i love th most
is leaving me alone .
hais .
life is getting complicated .
wth has happen uh .
starting to .... th ppl around me .
i am just being stupid kay .