emo for th first two lesson ,
cheryl was holding hands with me during recess (:
her hands are warm .
then back to lesson .
then blah blah blah .
after school ,
stayed back .
was having luch with , edlyn , irene , tiffany , angela (:
then tiffany v.buey song with those boys .
after eating handphone out .
& chat .
were chatting with angela .
her eyes were red ,
xin teng her ,
i hug her (:
edlyn have to go . ):
then tiffany & irene came join us .
angela was keep laughing when i tell her something .
then we four was sharing each other thoughts
and dil join in
to hear ghost story .
i scare like hell can .
my god .

& my birthday is coming !
bt i dun have lots of faith in this yr birthday ,
i have friends ,
bt just a few will be there
whenever i nid them .
& th same i will be there back for them .
they understand me ,
& th same i will understand better .
those who fake ,
i still treat you as friends ,
just tt you all dun understand me .
i wont explain ,
time will prove everything .
let see ,
so dun even judge me when
you wasnt tt clear bout wat person i am .
sorry .
i had been tolerating .
i almost burst today .
even two times .
my heart bleed .
whats happen today prove to me tt
who are th one
who are concern bout me
& who are those tt treat me as a ball
nid me carry it to you
once dun nid you just kick me away .
i am a human ,
not a stuff .
i have heart , have tears .

angela ,
i do understand your feelings .
cheer up . (:

tiffany ,
thanks for beening with me ,
you too ,
cheer up ,
i am glad you tell me about
your own stuff (:

irene ,
auntie chau !
you are th one who are
always with me
no matter wt .
th same for you .
i will be always with you .

i tot tt CJN
noe me ,
but it turns out to be
th ppl who misunderstand me most
is her .
i cried because of her .
& she cried because of me too .
lets just put an end .
it is really tt obvious
cheryl with you ,
you are happier .
then i have nothing else
to say .
everything i do ,
is just wanna you all , my friends
to be happy .